
My world has fallen
I feel it crumbling down from under my feet.
Everything to me feels dead and gone
I have got holes in my heart
I have lost a home and purpose
Lost freedom and the essence of belonging
Living like I got no identity
Am walking down the avenue of agony
My black heart is burning dim
I wanna go to the land that’s far away
But how am I supposed to get there with the way that I am living today?
My life comprises of losses, fails and falls
Turning my life into snow
Shining like a fairy beacon
Shooting it up straight to my heart
Just like a shooting star in the sky
Falling to unknown location
My life crumbling in this refugee camp
Living without a purpose
And without a dream to hold on to
Just hopeless vision that everything will be fine
But it’s still the same
Luminous visions in the middle of the night
Fallen on top of the mountains
To the blossoms of unforgettable nightmares
11 September, 2023