How many lies have you told yourself?
I just want you to be sincere for once
Just imagine you are in a room alone
No one is listening to you
Nor seeing you
You are all by yourself
A moment with your inner self
When your blood runs stale
And your veins protrude from your skin
That’s the moment you realize that everything seems to be a scam
Because the life you envisioned when you were a kid
Were just hallucinations
And you were not under any drug influence
You realize that the more you age the more uncomfortable you become
When I was young, I wanted to get old
But now as I am getting old, I desire to be young again
Because my adulthood seems like a mystery
And the desire feels like a soothing pandemic in my life
Just like Covid-19, the pandemic that swept the face of the earth since its existence
The lies have complicated my life to its horizon
26 August, 2023
